
I sit in bed, and stare at the wall, night turns into day and day turns into night and I don’t even know it. My shutters are closed and so is my heart. I couldn’t believe what was happening to me, Flan and I really had something good going on. Why did this have to happen to me? Why me? I thought as I repeatedly drew hearts with my finger on my bed sheet.. Why me? I felt like I was going crazy, my mind was working over-time trying to figure out what went wrong. My phone vibrates underneath me and my heart skips a beat…

